suddenly something..

i was awake,killin time on orkut and suddenly chaitnya came.and out of blue we planned a trip to bhubaneshwar! v will b off on nxt weekend .now the trip is unplanned with just our backpacks on.niether of us is intrested in goin to proper bhb city.it will b a countryside visit of orrisa with just centre in bhb and v r sure to discover some off beat stuff there! v have decided to go to nandankanan national park and spendin a day there with nature n wildlife.country ,road side shady trees ,park is really exicting me.v ll also go to the place where kalinga war was fought.

i m sure it wll b a nice escape from regular kgp life.lets c how it works out. v even plannedour nxt destination-NE.startin350 kms east off gauhati.

gud nite..
feelin grt bitten by the wanderlust!

* INVICTUS *

Out of the night that covers me,
Black as the pit from pole to pole,
I thank whatever gods may be

For my unconquerable soul
.In the fell clutch of circumstance
I have not winced nor cried aloud.
Under the bludgeonings of chance
My head is bloody, but unbowed.
Beyond this place of wrath and tears
Looms but the Horror of the shade,
And yet the menace of the years
Finds,and shall find, me unafraid.

It matters not how strait the gate,
How charged with punishments the scroll,
I am the master of my fate:
I am the captain of my soul.

I am the master of my fate:
I am the captain of my soul.

I am the master of my fate:
I am the captain of my soul.
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Invictus is a poem by the British poet William Ernest Henley,first published in 1875.
the title is latin for "unconquerable".

i first read it when a Timothy McVeigh ,main accused in oklahoma city bomb blast on 21st april 1995.he was a bomber allright...but i dont blame him for his dillusions.he was sentenced to death in 2001.

Timothy McVeigh..

nothing else matters..

So close no matter how far
Couldn’t be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
And nothing else matters

Never opened myself this way
Life is ours, we live it our way
All these words I don’t just say
And nothing else matters

Trust I seek and I find in you
Every day for us something new
Open mind for a different view
And nothing else matters

Never cared for what they do
Never cared for what they know
But I know
So close no matter how far
Couldn’t be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
And nothing else matters

Never cared for what they do
Never cared for what they know
But I know
Never opened myself this way
Life is ours, we live it our way
All these words I don’t just say
And nothing else matters

Trust I seek and I find in you
Every day for us something new
Open mind for a different view
And nothing else matters

Never cared for what they say
Never cared for games they play
Never cared for what they do
Never cared for what they know
And I know
So close no matter how far
Couldn’t be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
No nothing else matters!

***********Nothing else matters-metallica***********

wots wrong with me mama??

long since i wrote last..i even forgot my password..huh.
y is it that i cant write much anymore.i have stopped talkin to myself.there was a time when i was in constant tuch with myself.period.

i dont believe in love nymore.though i wasnt always so cynic.i was madly in love with a kudi nd den suddenly ,bang on one morning, the attachments were gone.

but as if i care.there is one virtue bigger than love:::
FREEDOM,AAZADI!!
nothing can beat the essence of freedom.so dont try to control me.dont give me orders.dont try to tell me wot to do.coz i ll simply ignore u.dont get me as someone with a mighty ego,i have a non existent ego.

things have stopped bothering me.not much ambitions left in me.challenges used to thrill me,but where is d challenge thing man??i got no directions.the fighter within me is sleepin. i think i ll let him sleep,coz he will get up someday(nobody sleeps forever) and when he gets up,he wll have hell of a work to do.

ps:i there something in kgp air?it makes u fall in love with the peace thing.

and i am still void.